Baby's sound asleep since 8 (2 hours ago), went down without a fight, I even gave her a bath all by myself since R. is at a friend's surprise birthday party. I was supposed to go, but wound up not going.
So many things lately have been getting me down. Madeleine has been such a sport, it has nothing to do with her really, well, other than the fact that I my "me-times" have been rather non-existant. But I'm so grateful for my little girl, she is so perky and will always return her Mommy Dear a smile, even at 11 PM when Mommy Dear has been trying since 9 PM to get her to fall asleep and giving her the "go to sleep now or Imma bust a nut" look.
And now my hair is starting to thin and fall out, or just breaking. I thought I'd get away with that hormonal drop after birth that makes you have limp hair...guess not. I thought by getting a hair cut they'd become fuller, but that has not been the case. I just don't know what to do with it anymore...this is when one comes to terms with just how important an accessory hair is to how women feel about themselves. Shitty hair = shitty mood.